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The Anger I Was Ashamed to Feel – And the Love That Never Left

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 The Anger I Was Ashamed to Feel – And the Love That Never Left "She taught me that grief is a time to be lived through, experienced fully, and that the heavens will not fall if I give voice to my anger against God in such a time.  --Elizabeth Watson ⚓Introduction – Anchoring in Today's Passage  Today's passage from Healing After Loss hit hard.  It gave me permission to feel what I've been burying — anger.  Yes, I'm angry at myself. There was a season in our lives when all Mark and I did was fight. ䷼The Truth – Naming the Guilt and Conflict There was a time I hated him. That feels like a horrible thing to write. But it's the truth. But we were falling apart — not in love, not in sync. We fought constantly while trying to build a life, a business, and somehow hold ourselves together after so many personal losses.  I had just lost my mom, and it felt like the ground beneath me crumbled. I felt misunderstood. Overwhelmed. Lost.  There were mome...